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Bleugh. My head (or heart) still wants to ponder Marian. I am *still* wondering whether to contact her again, after the very brief exchange at Christmas. Good reasons to contact her? Well she is/was a fairly genuine person. tbh I was never really sure, I rarely got to see below the surface I think and she wasn't very expressive. Sometimes I'm not all that sure she was much fun to be with. She was very insular. There was something about her though, more than just being in lust. We seemed to have an incredible chemistry when things were working well. Bad reasons to contact her? It might set off all those terrible feelings again, and end up in an aborted romance, from my side at the very worst.

I'm sure it would be easier if I had more to do. Still working on that Maybe I missed the boat on the chance at romance?