The Stainless Steel Rat (stainsteelrat) wrote,
The Stainless Steel Rat

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Well this time things were kinda average really. We went to see Identity, and it turned out to be quite a weird film. It was pretty gory but I think Isabelle recovered.

There isn't an amazing chemistry between us, but I'm not sure if that's a language issue and/or just my perception and/or the way Isabelle works relationships (she seems quite shy). I'm used to intensity. On the plus side I certainly don't hate her, things are just bubbling along. We agreed to see each other again, but this time on one or the others home turf. We said we'd arrange it by phone. Not sure what else to say really.

It was strange speaking to Luciane earlier because of the difference I felt. I felt chemistry over IM with her, but I also find her very attractive. Why does she have to be so far away...

I'm not going to think about it too much. I will enjoy my time with Isabelle if she wants to continue, perhaps things will slowly accelerate. I'm hoping I can use this time to see if relationships can work in a different way, and learn some things along the way. Maybe my feelings and perceptions about relationships are wrong. I certainly don't have a good track record.

Lu (on the left)


And... muggins! :-)

I dunno. Maybe my heart isn't in relationships any more. Maybe Marian cured me once and for all...
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