I'm in a weird mood today. I know I'm a bit tired, but I can't get motivated. I absolutely did not want to be at work, so bailed to do my essay (I hope I don't get in trouble, but I was really *that* fucked off I didn't care). Now I'm home I don't want to do the essay either, but I've made a start. I just feel a bit apathetic about everything, but presumably this is just mood swings. I guess I should feel guilty about being lazy, but I don't. I feel like I really need to relax and chill out, and have some fun. Hopefully I'll be in a better frame of mind tomorrow. I'm really looking forward to Brazil.